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I've become so apathetic, with pretty smiles
and vacant lies. My world is now tainted
By lightning clouds and dark gray skys
It's so hard to dry your tears, when every way you turn,
Is just another reason to cry.
The worlds a rollercoaster, and I'm not
strapped in.
Another smile for you to cherish, but another scar for
me to hide. Isolation is not only being the only person in a room,
but being in a room full of people
who ignore your existence.
I dream
of perfection, but wake up to a world of
sadness is found even upon our
own reflection.
Dead in my mind and cold to the bone
I opened
my eyes and saw I was alone
I stand all alone in a storm with
clouds taking form. My smile
is as beautiful as a smile that struggles through tears
I'm scared to stop writing, cause I'm afraid if I do,
I'll have time to think of the things that are slowly killing.
For time goes fast, and no matter how hard I try, I'll never forget the
past that's full of hurt and lies.