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My Drug Life
I think I'm losing control,
Losing my grasp on life.
Drugs are taking their toll,
It's risky as rolling the dice...
A pill leads to another dose,
I sure hate shooting the shit.
I often snort them up my nose,
When I'm desperate for a fix.
I have my spoon,cotton,and Bic,
Only thing I'm missing is a dart.
My world is like a sinking ship,
While everything else falls apart.
Two days ago my best friend died,
She overdosed on some OxyContin.
I admit that I've thought about suicide,
Because I've already been forgotten.
My arms are bruised from shooting up
I dropped out of school a year ago today
I was smart but to me that wasn't enough
It was my decision of why I threw it all away.
Losing my grasp on life.
Drugs are taking their toll,
It's risky as rolling the dice...
A pill leads to another dose,
I sure hate shooting the shit.
I often snort them up my nose,
When I'm desperate for a fix.
I have my spoon,cotton,and Bic,
Only thing I'm missing is a dart.
My world is like a sinking ship,
While everything else falls apart.
Two days ago my best friend died,
She overdosed on some OxyContin.
I admit that I've thought about suicide,
Because I've already been forgotten.
My arms are bruised from shooting up
I dropped out of school a year ago today
I was smart but to me that wasn't enough
It was my decision of why I threw it all away.
Published 22nd Nov 2015
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20th Dec 2015 6:54am
fuck this hits home so close , my friend sam od from oxy , i had a full academic scholarship , i fucking rebelled in pain that the world took him so easily , he didnt even do oxy he was allergic and he didnt even finish his beer at the party and he fuckin dropped cold , i lost my scholarship for 38,000 dollars because i like you was intelligent but turn it to darker path i.e cooking meth i got locked lost everything at 18 i regret it everyday day , i just acted like a fool , i signed up for school again and have been fighting daily to be clean and try this again and achive my dreams or at least prove to my self i am worth it , 90% of people say what the fuck you doing kid you r fuckin to smart for this shit your like a mini bill ny the science guy lol , for some reason it just doesnt resonate in me like it should , but i was accepted and if i do this right i start in January for network security admin, and criminal sociability, hey who knows a criminal mind more then one him self right ? i good at profiling a situation and scene since well lots of times i was the fucker that cause it , but in a different time and place or never , lets say never.
and sorryfor blowing up your comment box got carried away ,, great write amazing ink bro.
and sorryfor blowing up your comment box got carried away ,, great write amazing ink bro.
20th Dec 2015 4:58pm
Blow this comment box away bro,you're the only one who took the time to comment anyways!😜
Hey for real though go do that school thing.If you turn this opportunity down you'll regret it forever believe me.Thanks for the words.
Don't blame yourself for your friends tragedy.I lost my girlfriend to drugs and I was devastated,still am but like life itself you just need to move passed it and move on you feel me?
Hey for real though go do that school thing.If you turn this opportunity down you'll regret it forever believe me.Thanks for the words.
Don't blame yourself for your friends tragedy.I lost my girlfriend to drugs and I was devastated,still am but like life itself you just need to move passed it and move on you feel me?
Great read! Very honest and open, from the heart. For any of us that know that life it is an all to typical and very sad outcome. Sorry for your loss.
