Goodbye(suicide note)

To whom it
may concern
I am about to die
never to return
This is certainly
my end
I pray you
can forgive
It is time for me
to say goodbye
But not before
you know why
It is because my
life was a living hell
Worst then the
Devil's spell
Don't blame yourself
mom and dad
It was her
The love I can never have
This is
for the best
Or would you rather 
I cut and cut again
And with this
I say farwell
Chances are I might
see some of you in hell