Battling

Self-enduced  
fall apart
 
Use & abuse  
Break their heart
 
Another excuse..
Fall back to the shard
 
You're crazy; I'll lose
It's easy; not hard
 
Why can't I choose?  
Your falling apart
 
I cannot get loose!
Stay right where you are
 
Who the fuck are you?  
Your no longer in charge!
 
I'll break you in two
I'll make all your scars.
 
Fuck you, I'm through!  
HA! Your already too far
 
 
Which way is forward? Which way is back?  
And why is everything turning black?..
Or is that white? No, it's ice. Nothing about myself is nice. Might as well do it, what will I lose... I don't really care whatever you choose. Stick in my arm make me feel love make me feel charm
I'm really glad I fell apart...  
 Self enduced.
 back to the shards
 It was easy; not hard
Give reason to my scars.