Beat-less

When you say i love you
Do you really mean it
Because im starting to
Feel like its not true
Your actions sometimes
don't mirror or words
And your reflection
Is becoming invisible

I presented my heart once
No you didn't break it
Nor did you drop it
But in a cold blink of an eye
You manage to have forgotten it
Leaving it behind
I poured my love into it

Yet you remembered the persons heart
Who shatters yours
Tearing your whole world apart
I guess you have to treat you like shit
To be remembered
Because if its true love you're shown
Your motto is forget it

Everyone else manages
To get some of your love
T-shirts, love letters, even pictures signed
Never with them are you stingy with your time
Yet my sacrifices to you must be old
Because i constantly get words with holes

You never forget the material things
I guess thats what from me true joy brings
A smile to your eyes
And expirey date words
They may break after a while
But you never forget them

Im not sure why I still love you so
I remain consistent, timeless im told
Yet the love flows down a one way street
Always it seems at this end pass we meet
So i shredded my heart
And i got some relief
But i never forget the hurt you made me feel

Now i no longer give you anything with meaning
Because anything with a pulse
You forget it was beating
You flew far away
And left my heart behind
I tried to bury my feelings
Wishing my heart would go blind

But you broke me and ill never forget
That single moment when elmos and albums became my biggest regret