Forgiving The Fucked

Mama was an alcoholic
Daddy was a addict
Broke up before I was born ,
Family? I never had it
I hated them for what they did
How could you choose guilty pleasure over your kids ?
I never lost my father ,
But , mom Dissspeared & no one tried stop her
She decided while I was at school , to just up and leave
One thing I never possessed was greed
I've always believed , hard work is needed in order to succeed
Nothing is handed out for free
Growing up alone
I quickly lost my soul
The happiness I once possessed was surely stolen
I gradually started blaming mama for everything broken
Anger held onto me even as I tried
To forgive her when she apologized
She hurt me for years , fucked up a child's mind
Once I hurt her without a try
Now suddenly , I'm the bad guy
Sent to a place and was given time to think
In , my actions started to sink
I realized I desperately needed help
Cause all this pain was damaging my health