Layers

Just beneath the skin i feel you breathe, Patiently waiting for me to slip.          
Waiting for me to feel the need to see       Somthing bleed.    
In the lobby of my mind    
you Claw at the walls of my sanity    
my second heart beats with the right    
side of my chest expanding          
I grind my teeth wiggle my hands and curl my toes at the though of you taking control and leaving Insides exposed. Lunching at random folks hand inclosing a handle forcing it to tare through my anger for  temporary relief...          
So much anger... I bottle it and try not to get          
Drunk fearing that ill forget,          
And rise out of consciousness woddling in a pit of blood and bodies with my knife drenched while scarlet drips. The wildest thing is I like it, my instincts seducing and raping my psyche producing in hd the sightings of violence my childest desires          
resite, dreams of slicing through crowds Metal humping the sounds of it moaning Echoing through the nights bringing you closer to death and me, closer to life. exhaling in ecstacy expelling my instincts Then being pulled into the programming Society inflicts on me to shed a tear of     remorce the voices saying we're all victims          
even the aggressor but time will repair     the scars that we tare in the earth we neglected the same scars that we wear ourselves it will heal until we slip          
Again and whats under human skin is revealed. Just a man another animal.