The Letter I Never Sent

I'm selfish and inconsiderate, that was my thought before I wrote this.
Have you been okay?
I'm sorry we lost communication, that I'll take the blame for.
I have something to ask you.

Can we go back to the beginning?
To when we first met, to when you taught me how to love and before I ruined it.

I've been thinking about the things I done, and I can't imagine the pain I made you feel, I don't expect you to reply to this soon, its a bit too much to take in.
I can't stand seeing you getting cut by the shattered pieces of your heart that I broke.

Can we go back to the beginning?
To when we first met, to when you taught me how to love and before I ruined it.

I didn't plan on running away like I did. Love was daunting, I couldn't explain the feeling and I was afraid you'd leave 'cause I wasn't able to love you the same, but I didn't know how.
I know I don't write like I used to, I really hope all this is making sense.

In all the time we spent apart, I've grown to care about you more than I can say, I couldn't stand facing you though, I was embarrassed, I still am, but what the hell, I love you too much to let that get in the way of me asking

Can we go back to the beginning?
To when we first met, to when you taught me how to love and before I ruined it.