Depths of Despair

My mind says it’s wrong
A forbidden start
I only wish someone
would tell it to my heart

When what I have known
Is suddenly taken away
my soul is devastated
forever and a day

Each tear that I cry
echoes in the dark
With each lonely whisper
My world rips apart

To never touch your face
I am unable to bear
How will I survive
with only a "pinky swear"?

I am consumed with memory
Every second, every day
my happiness drifts silently
like smoke swirls away

Never once did I think
you would not be there
you have half of my heart
I’ve no love left to share

The river rushes by
I will drown without you
in the depths of despair
My soulmate true…