On My Mind

The irony of this story is that I work with a company that deals with denials
So why am I constantly ignoring the fact that you're the one that should meet me at the end of the aisle?
I want your head to my shoulder's side
Hearing your name or spotting your gracious body places me on the most high
Girl, I enjoy all of our conversations
But, being around you causes heart palpitations
You make my heart jump & even skip beats
It feels as if I need to exit the proverbial kitchen, because sometimes I can't take the heat
I wish you could feel my love from distant miles
Because that split second before I open my eyes to an empty bed I'm constantly wishing you were on the other side along with that vibrant smile.
That would be a good way to get my days started
So I could have someone to miss once I've departed
I would rush through the work days to hurry home to get to you
So I could surprise you with flowers, and your favorite meal too.
At night before I go to bed, and you're not there all I can do is sigh
I just wonder if I'm on your mind passing some of your time
Maybe I am, maybe I'm not that decision is all yours
But, you being on mind has become a daily chore
A chore I actually enjoy doing
But doesn't it become a habit if that's all I am doing?
How to break the chain? How to break this cycle?
I have no idea, but you have my heart moonwalking like Michael.