I'm Leaving This Here, You Can Take It...

It screwed me
Too tight and in the wrong direction
Seeing first hand how I love you and I'll never hurt you
Turn so quickly
Into I didn't hear you and I thought you would like it once we started
A muffled scream is still a scream

Yeah I'm cool now
Until they ask me that question
"Do you?"
I bite my tongue and taste the blood that I remember was still there when you left
I tiptoe around it, and if it's worth it they accept it
Thankfully, they wait for the invitation
Yeah I'm cool now

But you
I hear you're in and out of jail now
No doubt you pose a temptation
Eye for an eye right?
I imagine maybe you put up a fight
You kick and scream and cry
Don't grow your hair long so they won't use it against you
Don't scream too loud either
You never forget the sound of your own voice yelling please, no
Trust me...

After tonight I won't speak of this shit but once more
To my future husband
So he will understand and appreciate
But I do thank you
Finally after all these years
You put a smile on my face
With every thought
Of Karma
Bending you over like a pussy ass bitch