Like a vampire

Like a vampire i cant sleep i need rest but your momory rings inside of my ears until i end up sitting up in this single bed single.  
Like a vampire i cant eat food just dont taste the same watching nextflix reminds me of how our days have changed from being inseporabe, on the phone past eleven to  
Not not being able to text you or tell you that i love you.  
Like a vampire i cant feel i don drunk myself numb because its eaiser to lay here inside of my own dizzyness then to sit up sober soaking inside this bitterness and listen to your voice over this video you sent to me.  
Like a vampire im forced to learn to survive half alive i died when you decided to leave and the hope that i might see you again enables me to breathe.  
Like a vampire i lived for decade's time seem slower in separation we were supposed to be forever but eternity some how shrunk in a couple days creating a time loop. You, were my pulse as the signal fades with in our communication i realized that rather your vampire or human with out a heart you would die and you were supposed to be mine. And your gone