Mom

You told me to care
Yea you taught me to be respectful
But how am I supposed to be what you want me to be
When everyone I look up too is as fucked up as me

Do you really expect me to trust you
When I was the one you confided in
That you were fucking others behind fathers back
How was I supposed to respect that

Did you really expect me to care about you
When you turned your back on me so many times
You raised me to be a knight in shining armour for you
But you abandoned me before I ever learned to defend myself

The city streets were cold and so fucking brutal
You could have been there for me
But you chose him over me
And you kicked me out during the tender time of my childhood

I turned out ok, I survived
But It was no thanks to you
And you will never know
The man that I became

My vices motivated me, my friends guided me
My demons protected me
And all the while I was struggling, you were validating your sorrows In a bottle of wine

I survived
Well I guess mothers are overrated
All I needed was a life and a name
I forged my own path without you

You fucked up stupid two faced fucking cunt
I never needed you