One wish

 As I annointed the candle with my blood..
I closed my eyes... In meditation I invisioned the stars...
It's constalations, the illuminating moon light, and all of it's mystery...
And wonder....
The stars began to shift in my mind sky...opening my third eye..
They transitioned into a face of femininty, slowly taking form of the
Holes that housed her eyes, deep black mysterious eyes that peered
Into the essence of my very soul....glaring through the fibers of my being..
I opened my eyes, and looked around me..my surroundings all too familiar..
Alone as I was before, but with the presence of an ethereal being..
I lit the candle and gazed into it's flame...I watched the flame tango with
The wind as if it were dancing with my thoughts...
Then the stars took form again...with open eyes I began to see with clarity...
Her face inviting me from the fiery flames that had swirled into the perfect
Shape bow of her lips...She smiled at me..
I put my faith into the elements , silently speaking my heart's desire..
Wishing with every partical of myself to find a reason..
To be guided home... to wherever that is...and that's when I heard her voice..
It echoed through the room calling back to me..."I see you.."
An eerie tone, yet a hint of warmth.... This was not music to my ears..
But a rythym beating in my gut... In that moment I found a reason to smile..
Something to anticipate.... I felt a change coming...
Now it's coming soon... Gazing into the blue, serene flame..I felt at ease..
I watched her blow me a kiss and fade back into oblivion...
As I snuffed out the candle it all came to me...
Fate is a crossroad....And the path's are burning..
But destiny bends and unfolds by my own will...

Sometimes we just have to believe that we can make a little bit of our own magic....
A little bit of faith in the unseen can bring us hope...
Sometimes that's enough to change the world...

One wish at a time....