Why daddy?

Just a sad depressed 9 year old girl without a word, nor nothing left to say,
She didn't know if she should believe It or if it was a scary dream.
Something must have hurt him so bad he had to leave without word,
There's so many things I want to say, but it seems I just can't.
I never got to say goodbye or tell you that I care,
You must have felt all alone, desperate, hurt, and scared.
I wonder why you felt so bad that your pain made you leave your life,
I wonder if you thought of us, your daughter your two sons, and ex wife.
If I could go back in time I would have helped you,
I would dry all your tears when they fell like rain.
It must have been a place so dark that you could not see the light,
But here I am, your pain I feel, I cry myself to sleep at night.
So Daddy please tell me why did you have to go so soon, why daddy?
I wanted to get to know you and watch you see me grow,
I miss you so much, you were the best father and its so sad to know you had to go.
I love you daddy, please don't ever forget about me and always remember I'll always be daddy's little girl.