waiting for darkness

My insides like jelly
from the look in your eyes
I see what you're thinking
I know what you need
It scares me so deeply
I try to escape
you hold me there
my body made motionless
just by your stare
You kiss me so gently
my heart starts to melt
I relax against you
My fear was unfounded
I may have been wrong
Your arms slip around me
I'm kissing you harder
You're stroking my neck
Your hands find my throat
My eyes suddenly wide now
Fear of what you'll do
With you pressing against me
no choice but surrender
Time ticks by slowly
Anticipation rises
Your grip steadily tightens
my world starts to spin
dizziness consumes me
My mind begins to swim
I'm lost in your embrace
You drive deep inside me
I moan in your mouth
As darkness takes hold