I wonder...

I wonder what it would be like to kill someone?
To feel the past breath leave the body
To know that I'm the last one to see them alive
I wonder what it would be like be feared
To know they are scared of me
To know I'm the last thing they will see
I wonder what it would be like to choose someone
To see someone's life destroyed because of me
To know their heart will beat the last time while they are in my presence
I wonder...