From the letters I never sent you. #2

I planned to say all these terrible things
I planned to yell at you
And tell you the way you treated me was wrong
But in the end, all I could say
Is that I miss you
But you were never supposed to
Mean so much to me
I was never supposed to
Fall this hard
But I did.
And that's the truth.
That's what keeps me holding on
Because it'll hurt like hell to let go
But remember..
It was love we felt
Before it all turned into anger.