Confessions of a hypocrite...

A life full of lies, what a sad truth,
Such deception overwhelming, it’s well above the roof,
Where did we go wrong? Why is this our fate?
You lied to me and made me believe, now feel my hate,
I made you feel joy, gave you everything you could desire,
Now you deserve nothing, so feel my fire,
Feel my fury, feel my rage,
You make me sick, what a bitch, the animal’s out of its cage,
You use the word ‘love’ in vain, ever so freely,
Never knowing the pain, and what it causes me,
Why did I ever let you in? you were nothing but trouble,
You shattered everything, and left nothing but rubble
You were never worth it, you was less than nothing!
I saw through all of your lies, I knew you was bluffing,
It seems that you’ve crushed me, but that’s just wrong,
You’re not the only one suffering from a lying tongue,
Because all emotions I’ve shown, is all a terrible lie,
I never felt anything for you, there were never any ties,
You thought you had one over me, wrong you definitely are,
Because you could never hurt me, never leave me a scar,
I cannot condemn you, for it’ll make me a hypocrite,
I must now confess my sins, reach out of this pit,
Your never should’ve cheated, you could never be sly
‘You have my heart’ I said, ha, yet another lie,
How ever did you believe me? Are you actually blind?
Maybe it was the treachery, of such a brilliant mind,
Listen close now, as the truth unfolds,
Listen close now, to words so bold,
Listen close now, to a heart ice cold,
Listen close now, to your nightmare being told,
I said you were the one, only one I could ever require,
Don’t believe the words of this manipulative liar!
Run away from me now, run far far away,
Because I will crush your heart to crumbs if you dare to stay,
Be thankful you escaped, and fell into the arms of another,
My deceit would have devoured you, as you thought I was your lover,
How wrong you were, you did not know,
I cheated on you again and again, I stooped really low,
I did so for many days, it went on beyond weeks,
My deceit was never flawed, never a lie had leaked,
Plans so devious, created by a mind so perfect,
Patiently waiting to mentally crush you like an insect,
I would never slip, I would never stumble, I kept you in the night,
You would’ve remained oblivious, but now I shed some light,
You were a playful object, encouraged by lust and mind games,
You thought I was going to settle for less? How awfully lame,
I never knew love, you were merely a fling,
Playtime is over, I need you no more, you are nothing,
I could say I’m heartbroken, and that I had really loved her,
But a hypocrite that makes me, because I screwed that bitch over