Sick

I want you to hurt me…just go ahead and swing on me.
I won’t move I won’t flinch or skip out of the way. I promise, I’ll stand real still…
I’m not going to auto reject your calls or spam list your texts. I won’t even mute my phone. Every single call, text, email, alert is going to come right on through. I’m just going to sit here and wait for you to Not want me. I’m not going to save any bits or pieces of me. No smoke up my ass tactics, no next dude to entertain my ego and ease my pride…
No makeup, fucked up hair, cellulite arms and stretch marked scarred stomach just going to sit here naked. Starring down at my wobbly thighs cradling a wet vagina like a crying abandoned child…beat up, used up…forgotten
Why don’t you let me down?! Matter of fact, SLAM ME DOWN!!!Make my face bounce off that floor, split lip bleeding, mouth just slobbering everywhere. Seriously…do it! You don’t know me, I might not get the point and fucking keep coming back. You got to be stern with me.
Look at you, already stuck on the next lucky bitch! You can’t even hear me anymore from down here, I bet you completely forgot everything I ever said.
Talk to me…Isn’t she great?! Share with me, yes please, LETS BE FRIENDS. Tell me how messy she is, how she forgets shit, how she drives you crazy and messes with your head.
Go ahead… chase her down. I’ll wait right here for you…Get lost in that high, that rush of fucking someone new.
She didnt spend hours worrying about the details. Scrubbing her body with hot water and hard soap shoved up her cunt. Nails scrapping my lips and ass crack. Chasing any trace of me away away…just so I was clean enough for you to eat.She aint me, she doesn’t put half the work that I do into this. She not crazy like me. Let you fuck her till it hurts. Don’t nobody make the ugly faces I make or let out those barks like I do.
I get ugly for you.
You’ll get bored, think something is missing and remember me. You’ll forget the hot water and soap too. Shove that dick back in my mouth and Ill taste it…swallow it. Bitter old cum and old fishy residue sliding down my throat and settling hot and bothered in my stomach…and finally...

I think I’m FUCKING SICK OF  YOU!!!