Connecting Sameness.

You've got no clue and its so funny...
So permit me to tell you a little story.

When you're not here I'm sad but at the same time
I'm never that sad really, for I find myself smiling
because you're in my thoughts within my mind-
your sweet, smiling face.

When I close my my eyes I see those hazel
ones staring so intently back.
I hear your voice above the noise
of the world of craziness I'm always surrounded by.

So when you aren't around, I'm still mostly happy
because the presence you have in my heart surrounds me.

I'm smiling because behind my eyes
I can still feel your strong arms around me.

My hips remember the caress of your hands
and the heat from your skin as they gently rest on me
My lips crave the feel of your soft kiss,
I still remember the last one we shared and I can live the rest of the day on just this.

Every look we've been blessed to share,
every time we've ever held each other so close,
Each time remembered forever in my heart, my love eternally
behind my eyes you're right where you're supposed to be.

And I'm wondering, my dear
if you think about this as much as me...

The feelings you give me sends shivers through my bones
and I'd give my everything to have you forever that close.

When I kiss you- does it make you think the way I do?
When you see me does your heart skip a beat the way mine does?
When I smile does it knock you off your feet?
When I hold you, does it make you feel safe as it does for me when you hold me?

I look at you the way I do
because you've lit the stars in my sky
and I'm only wondering if I am able to do that for you...
Honey, won't you please let me know, because that's all I desire to do.

The stars in my sky are so countless as they've ever been,
but much brighter these nights- bringing joy in their soft, twinkling gleams.

Do you notice how I press myself closer to you
as your arms embrace me protectively...

Maybe that's why you pull me in tighter
because maybe, just maybe you feel the same need
to be as close to me as you can possibly be.
And lets talk a moment about how you kiss me:

Notice, if you please, how I press my palms to your neck,
pulling you closer because I hate it having to end.
And maybe, just maybe you push back
towards me because you feel the same too:

That urge to freeze every moment we've been blessed to create together
and keep it in place to remember it forever so we can be- permanently.