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Another letter to you..
Daddy..?
I'm sorry..
I don't know what I did for you to leave.. but please forgive me, ill change. I promise but.. just turn around!! Please...
*6 years old
I woke up without you there dad... I was looking all over wondering.. hoping that you would be home soon. My favorite part of the night was to sit on your lap and be close to you.. Did I say something for you to storm out like that? Oh well.. ill wait until later when you return home.
*9 years old
I had a dream about you daddy.. it was that you came to me and said that you loved me.. you apologized for leaving three years ago and not coming back.. Maybe it will come true.. I mean dreams always have a meaning right? No worries.. I'll just wait by the door for you to return. (By the way I need to tell you a secret.
*12 years old..
Dad? Where are you.. I cant live this life no more.. I've always known I had this sadness but I didn't realize how bad I wanted to die until I looked at these bottle of pills... Your suppose to be here for me right? I thought you loved me? Come save me please.. He touched me dad.. DID YOU HEAR ME?? I SAID HE TOUCHED ME! Dad come get him...
*15 years old...
Hi dad.. I don't know how I made it to the age 15. I swear all those late nights I was thinking of almost every possible way to end my life.. I don't know what's wrong with me. Your no where to be found.. I keep having this hatred in my heart for you and then I forgive you.. but why? you don't deserve shit from me!! Your a heartless dead beat piece of shit! I FUCKING hate you... Why did you leave me when I needed you the most.. GO TO HELL.
*17 years old
Hey dad.. how you doing? I'm 17 years old now.. but you probably think I'm about 14.. but then again what do you know besides walking out.. You don't deserve the word father.. But I'm going to forgive you, but ill never forget... This is my goodbye father.. the daughter that you never got to know was dead since age 8 and now she's gone completely.. You wont even get the message when I'm gone.. not that you care but.. I'll see you in hell.. goodbye
I'm sorry..
I don't know what I did for you to leave.. but please forgive me, ill change. I promise but.. just turn around!! Please...
*6 years old
I woke up without you there dad... I was looking all over wondering.. hoping that you would be home soon. My favorite part of the night was to sit on your lap and be close to you.. Did I say something for you to storm out like that? Oh well.. ill wait until later when you return home.
*9 years old
I had a dream about you daddy.. it was that you came to me and said that you loved me.. you apologized for leaving three years ago and not coming back.. Maybe it will come true.. I mean dreams always have a meaning right? No worries.. I'll just wait by the door for you to return. (By the way I need to tell you a secret.
*12 years old..
Dad? Where are you.. I cant live this life no more.. I've always known I had this sadness but I didn't realize how bad I wanted to die until I looked at these bottle of pills... Your suppose to be here for me right? I thought you loved me? Come save me please.. He touched me dad.. DID YOU HEAR ME?? I SAID HE TOUCHED ME! Dad come get him...
*15 years old...
Hi dad.. I don't know how I made it to the age 15. I swear all those late nights I was thinking of almost every possible way to end my life.. I don't know what's wrong with me. Your no where to be found.. I keep having this hatred in my heart for you and then I forgive you.. but why? you don't deserve shit from me!! Your a heartless dead beat piece of shit! I FUCKING hate you... Why did you leave me when I needed you the most.. GO TO HELL.
*17 years old
Hey dad.. how you doing? I'm 17 years old now.. but you probably think I'm about 14.. but then again what do you know besides walking out.. You don't deserve the word father.. But I'm going to forgive you, but ill never forget... This is my goodbye father.. the daughter that you never got to know was dead since age 8 and now she's gone completely.. You wont even get the message when I'm gone.. not that you care but.. I'll see you in hell.. goodbye
Published 12th Sep 2015
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12th Sep 2015 2:45am
12th Sep 2015 3:05am
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12th Sep 2015 2:57am
Well...it's his loss honey. He missed out on you. I feel angry for you as well. You deserve(d) more & you deserved better! I don't understand what the big deal was for him, even if he could have wrote you a couple of lines in a letter or some weekend visits, he should have done that at the very least. :-(
12th Sep 2015 3:06am
13th Sep 2015 3:47am
been there dear, im 46 hes been in an out my life since I was 8, some thing goes wrong hes in it, something better comes he gone again, never again hes dead to me, chin up girl not all fathers are the same, I hope you marry an excellent father for your kids,,, good luck
23rd Oct 2015 7:11am
AHHH, The sins of the father!!! My father lives in Florida & has since I was a little girl. They usually leave behind devastation & lost little daddy's girls👣! Excellent word choice! Keep it up! Always your friend, SURVIVOR➰
