pain

I just can't take the pain
The pain that's deep inside
Inside where I can no longer hide
Hide from my fears
Fears of being alone
Alone where my fears can reach me
Reach from deep down
Down to my bones
My bones which ache
Ache with throbbing pain
Pain that's slowly driving me insane
Insane enough to let go
Let go of you
You are I are utterly through
Through forever but
Forever doesn't seem quite long enough
Long enough to forget
Forget all the heartache
The heartache and dismay
Dismay from being used
Used in ever sense of the word
The word now is OVER!
Over and done with
Done with for good...

And I'm glad

Summer 2015