~Gone~

                    


I'll never understand why you were brought into my life, 
If only to disappear and feel as if you cut me open with a knife.

Gone are the feelings that I felt inside, 
It's as if they vanished when you decided to hide. 
Now I'll never know what it would be like
To see your face in the morning light. 

I question why you'd hurt me like this, always coming and going into the abyss. I can't keep going on like this. 

I hate this feeling that tugs on my heart. 
I hate this feeling of being torn apart. 
I hate this feeling of missing you. 
I hate this feeling, and wonder if you feel it, too.