I still think... (Trigger warning: rape)

I still think about you,
I still think that you are trying to find me,
I still think that you are outside my window,
I still think that you are going to hurt me,
I still think that you are right behind me,
I still think that you are wearing that mask,
I still think that you are waiting to rape me again,
I still think that you are bringing another friend,
I still think that you are watching every move I make,
I still think that you are going to come into my room,
I still think that you are waiting for me at my car,
I still think that you are going to keep trying to hurt me,
I still think about how you raped me,
I still think about you,
And it sickens me every time I do.