The monster inside

To look at me you would never know I had a monster inside
there are days when I am fine, and others the monster comes
out to play
It eats at me like being in the pit of hell, ripping and tearing
at my flesh eating the good parts that are left. Why must I
struggle to save my soul?
If you look deep inside you can see a dark presents lingering
waiting to rip me apart
What I would do to have so peace, but this monster is here to stay
One day maybe I can send this monster away, but  this monster
never sleeps long so for now this monster is here to stay