Is It Right? Is It Wrong?

Why does she try.
When in the end everything will just be another goodbye.
Heart clenching pain causes her to scream out into the night.
Makes her crave for the kiss of her blade.
The brightness of her smile fade.
She loves him so,
But doesn't know where their relationship could possibly go
when she's filled with so much woe.
So sick of hurting.
A year has past,
and here comes the tears.
The return of her despair.
She loves him but doesn't know how much more of their words she can take.
How many more smiles she can fake.
She hates telling him how she feels  
because he then feels like it's his fault.
it's not.
She doesn't want to let go.
She doesn't want to go home,
And cry in the darkness of her room.
She doesn't want to remember the thoughts of  ending her life too soon.
Now all she can think,
"Is it right? Is it wrong? Is this love of ours really all that strong?"