What Happened Now

I was going right but I swerved left hit death as he drew his last breathe confused by the mindset sitting under a tree  watching the sunset cold & numb I be so it's beauty I neglect

did I tire out lighting the fire fired and rehired got the promotion of selfless acts or this world of corruption corrosion steady ticking the  clock that's  broken

call it sadistic the animalistic of subliminal messaging blanked... damn we missed it