Dear Little Sister

Dear Little sister,

Hate is such a strong word, Love is even stronger,
But why must you believe that hate is what I feel for you?
You ask me so many things for answers I could not give,
But now I will answer  so you will know.

If you died I would Die,
If I never saw you again I would Cry,
Isn't it the job of a Big sister to protect the younger one?
I failed didn't I?

I wish I could fix my mistakes but it is far to late,
You say you hate me,
But all I feel is love for you,
You don't believe me,

What if I left? Would you say “Glad she's gone”?
What if I Died? Would you even care?
These questions don't matter to you,
I wish for so many things,

I paid for my mistakes in the most horrible way,
but at least I know you are safe from .... Him,
I took your place, saved you but I know it won't make up for anything,

There was a Man at your door, He was looking for you,
We so much alike, He took me thinking I was you,
He tortured me, He beat me..... He killed me on the inside,
Then he left me for dead,

I am glad it wasn't you,
I want to hope we can see each other again,
But that would be wrong of me,
So Dear little sister just know this,
I will take your place when you are in danger,
I would die to protect you.

That is what I needed to tell you,
Guess this is Goodbye for now.

Love,
Your big Sister