Guilty Pleasures

I know for a fact that God is on my side so my spirit I show but the human human in me I hide thru all the tears continually I've cried strong strong strong I do wrong song dragged out scream and shout
Human yeah human at the end of the day I am skim dispite what I try die caught up in the fight the night I survive during the day I strive but why why I feel a need to try
No point I've been shown & shown again guess it's the love for my own sin since it begin

The reign of of my rain the endurance of pain of what's left to gain but the autumn leaves have all fallen & unfortunately I've been stallen in all the confession
But does anything last if only it get past thd guilt sewed in fine silk the cow we milk expecting more yet afraid to open that door so just call it a night more of a reason I perfer to wtite