Frustration is my motivation

Lost my way tryna find a means. Hereafter chasing after worldly things...      
Sacrificing Life for a better living. It's like I gotta sell my soul for enough provisions just to feed my wife and children!...      
You say you understand what I'm saying but are you comprehending? Are you hearing me or are you really listening??...      
Can you relate to what my hands translate for me. One-way ticket on a trip wit a suitcase packed fulla shit I can't take wit me... Hands raised knees on the floor "Dear Lord please! On ya scale make my deeds hold weight for me!"...      
Teach was wrong. Life real! Far from a game to me!! Shit let me cheat just for a meal for my kids or some bills for da crib and its Life in da FEDS or da State for me!!! 15 years since I walked out dat gate. Still tryna get da chains off me!...      
Forever in my bag. Transgression through expression so I squeeze ink at this pad till my pens empty!!!