When Will I Finally Have You?

To be helplessly dead in a solitary moment and completely revived the moment he breaks my confinement is...life changing. Alike to a young child taking their first steps.
So abruptly my legs are nothing but collapsed mangled meat beneath me as your presence is no longer.
As if my mind was stable before knowing you! Why must you put me through this cycle?
You either stay, or you leave and never turn back because we know I look back and if you were to return...well, you will always have the key to my heart on your most likely heavy ring.