Solitude

Alone in my room
It's always inviting
No worries, no judgement from the outside
Even those closest to me
As much as I love them so
I can't help but find grating
Awful as that makes me sound
My room is what grounds me
What reminds me that I don't have to be perfect
That I'm not supposed to be perfect
That I don't want to be perfect

Alone in my room
I'm left with just a voice
Both inside and outside my head
A voice that sometimes doesn't know when to shut up
A voice that no less than moments earlier
Was passive, mundane and unwilling
And is now forceful and witty

Alone in my room
My true psyche comes alive
No ridicule to suppress it
Anything possible, everything ventured
Everyone is at my disposal
Everything shall go my way

Alone in my room
I shan't be disturbed
No BFFs, no SOBs
This is my perfection
And nobody can take that away from me

Alone in my room
All peace reigns
All chaos reigns
Everyone loves everyone
Everyone fucks everyone
And no one ever questions me

Because alone in my room
I'm unstoppable