so light headed

I HATE YOU FOR LEAVING AND MY SELF FOR STAYING
this pain so fuck so twisted  i erupting on my own
DAMAGE I SEEK , PAIN I IN VISION , KILLING YOU ALL
is my only resort,you hurt my soul , u killed my dream

IM FUCKING DAMAGED GOODS , I JUST NOT WANTED
hope you say,  i cant believe the words i hear you speaking
I MUST ADMIT IT, YOUR  SORRY , AND IM DONE BEING STUPID
5 sec from now it wont even mater . i leaving you alone . after...

AFTER, AFTER I DRAW BACK THIS FINGER, AND WHAT IT FLY
a still picture to my eyes. wind ejects dust goes flying.
THIS BEAUTIFUL CHAIN, YOUR REACTION SO PRICELESS
the force so raw it leaves you silent .you thought i was so light hearted

WRONG I PROCLAIMED , BUT NOW YOU ENLIGHTENED .
fair well to you . but your art remains.. . i see it light headed .