You

Things will never be okay, the pain that I feel inside will never wither away.  
It'll always be hard to stay, but I know someone will come around to love me anyway.

Yeah I put up fronts when there's people around, but if they could hear what's in my heart was there ever a sound?
No.
Because it only beats for you,
I won't ever lie,
I'd constantly tell the truth.
That's my promise to you.

If You even existed.

I'm desperate to find reality, from the beginning to end.
god forbid that I lose, because I'm always hoping I'll win.

Even if i am sad, they'll never find out, I started building up walls that are too hard to breakdown.
That's the one thing about love.
You never know what it'll do, so I'm going capture life's moments and live in them too.
Plus I won't always feel this way.
I'll eventually find
YOU..