Love hurts

My heart has been broken one two many times
only one reason
Im Emo
I wont allow myself to
Fall in Love
Love only leads to a desaster
When i love again the pain
Only gets worse
I wont let myself fall in love
I'm fear of
Getting hurt
The pain is just too much..
It shouldn't matter
How you dress, or act.
Just your personality
I keep my heart with a lock around it
not letting my feelings
show that I'm in
Pain
When it kills my inside
They take my heart
And tear it in two, fourths
Till it can't be broken anymore
Trying to keep my silent tears on the inside
pretending everything is perfectly fine
But at night my feelings
show, in a dark room
curled in a ball gripping a blade
Letting the tears and blood spill
No one to stop
Tears flowing out of my eyes each time the
Blade slices my wrist
Then i do it all over again