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a delorean with no rear view mirror

I done forgot my birth name.Spent all my time talking to dogs cuz they're actually honest.The last time I spoke to a human,over a month ago, I did a lot though. My first time with the good glass.        
       
Cutting my own hair,lifting weights and thinking a drink with an old army buddy might be the best time I ever had.One week later the nightmares come back and dehydrated to the point couldn't find a good vein if I had a good reason.        
       
Darkness and tragedy,bubble bursts,actual life highs that only make you fall farther and harder are so contagious. You gotta give a good ol fuck my life chuckle and good god damn at familiarity cuz you seen it coming but didn't acknowledge on some carpe diem bullshit that might have been the look the other way-way, when the suits and goodies saw you talkin to yourself in public waiting for a city bus.        
     
but how much does your suit cost and how good at it can you be?      
     
if you're waiting for the bus just like me?      
       
The better you get at being here the less they like you.        
       
Can't be in love with your best friend's sister when she only likes guys that beat her.        
       
If you wanna tell god how wrong he's been,you gotta get in his hood first.        
       
Forward self thinking is not wasting too many resources or much time on how you get there,it's just if you do when this universe doesn't offer rollover minutes.        
       
Gonna get em though,gonna be a winner on the next one,gonna-it right the next time.This ain't the first but may be the last time here.Guns blazing. I'm goin never break a neck at or stop at a passing car crash,spare change at the corner store can't do it. Need all the gas I can get this time around.        
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In one side out the other.Dharma in transit.Baby we broke the bed springs,started some fires together but my drink needs new ice.
Written by johnrot
Published | Edited 19th Jul 2015
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