frustrated love.

Again and again I fall to this position,
fighting endless battles against reason.
Our lifes it seems is stuck in this season,
Where you let me go and I make you stay,
Does it really have to be this way?!
Must I destroy my pride to make you stay?!
It's not as if by me you've laid,
or held my lips in warm embrace.
It's not as if you're worth the chase,
But to me no one can take your place.
My heart you won through words alone,
tho your beauty over me has no hold,
I gave you all and you let me fall,
But you I somehow still adore.
So I'll play your game to the last draw,
and if again,you let me go,
There and then dear,I'll stop love's flow,
And with tears run to ma life's end.