Perfection

Perfection 
People say there is no such thing 
I believe there is 
I am perfect 
He is perfect 
We are perfect 
We are perfect for one reason 
Because we love each other 
I am perfect for 2 reasons 
Because I have a persons who loves me 
And because I don't give a damn what people say and think about me
He is perfect for 1 reason 
Because he is perfect for me 
I say I'm done 
And I am
With this life 
It's time to start an new one 
A new perfection 
A new life 
I want a perfect perfection 
I know it wont happen 
But I can wish upon a star 
Maybe it might happen 
Lol no it won't 
But whatever 
I'm gonna try 
I'm starting over 
New life with my boyfriend But only if he keeps me 
Right now life is perfect 
I'm laying in bed watching a perfect movie 
Ive been drinking and smoking 
I'm feeling good 
No not good PERFECT 
I've finished dying my hair 
It finally glows perfect 
Bright pink yellow and blue 
It lights up the whole room 
It's tripy 
I'm writing a non perfect perfection poem 
My mother ( crazy cooke) says its not a poem because it doesn't rhyme 
But whatever 
I can rhyme 
Roses are red 
Violets are blue 
I'm going to bed 
And don't give a fuck what you do 
That's a perfect poem 
My mother would be proud 
But it's not perfect for me 
It doesn't make a statement 
All poems need a statement 
This one has one 
anything is perfect if you make it 
I want a perfect life 
But I keep messing up 
Everyone just wants to fuck my life up 
I get in a good relationship 
May artist comes back 
I fall back in love with him 
I get closer to my best friend 
My ex friend shows up 
We are starting shit with everyone 
I stop smoking for about a year 
My cousin shows up with a pack of my cigarets and gives them to me with a lighter sayin these are the only kind you smoke right? 
I took them and I'm smoking again 
I quit thinking about sex 
My ex fwb (friends with benefits) comes back 
He said lets fuck I just got dumped by twitch 
I laughed and said fuck no even tho i sang our song 
So I guess I didn't fuck everything up 
All I know is 
We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces
Sorry that is the song I'm listening to right now 
Yes I listen to music when I right 
It really helps 
Mostly my fall out boys 
See the poem is perfect 
I've been writing a few lines a day 
It's so scattered 
Just like my mind 
No I will not fix them when they are scattered 
I think they are better that way 
Right now I'm sitting upside down on my couch I'm my house(It's finally all mine!!!! I don't want to ever leave) with my cousin smoking goofing off just got done swimming dancing 
I feel good 
I love to be with her 
She is perfect 
She is hot 
Gets the guys to do anything for her 
She is the smartest person I know 
Yes even smarted than Jesus( my friend not the godly one) 
She is just amazing 
She is perfect 
I don't think anything has ever gone wrong in her life 
We have the perfect relationship 
She is the good one 
I'm the bad steel the car and drive everywhere jammin to music 
She is quiet when I'm screaming in the middle in the store at 3 am 
We made a teenage vow in the parking lot till tonight does us part