no affection

I love you deeply...
I really do
But all you have are
table knives and spoons
To feed off the plate of affection that I serve to you
And let's not forget the fork that stabs me too

I try to understand why do I keep letting
You have all the affection
When all you do is make jokes....
Serious moments, I need that from you
Yet you choose to act like a monkey
And play a fool

I'm at the Edge
Soon! Soon I say I shall leap!
Because I'm getting tired of you,
Open up! Show me how much
you really feel about me!
But if you don't....soon there will be no
You and me