this rock

I throw this rock for my innocence
Taken away from me when I was raped by my cousin who was supposed to love and take care of me I throw it away
I throw this rock for my fear
Fear of expressing who I am and what I want to be and how I feel I throw it away
I throw this rock for the deaths
Deaths of my brother and my second father and my friends aunts uncles grand parents I throw it away
I throw this rock for the feelings
Feelings or emptiness and being alone and the darkness I feel in the pit of my heart I throw it away
I throw all of these rocks for all these reason hoping I will be a better person without them...