Angry, Yet Also Happy

Angry
At the world
For putting me through the pain of love
Yet also happy
To have experienced it

How could she have done this to me?
She got dumped yet I took the pain?

AND HIM!!!
he knows I like him
yet he goes out of his way to be rude
Making me want to kill him
but i just can't let him go

Hideous, stupid, unwanted
all words used to describe me... by him

And she says I'm her friend
she doesn't treat me like it
she makes me depressed
I cry for hours on end
when I think of them together

But they aren't

And this is what ruins me
Hes a cheater
at life
He turns corners faster than he should
And now he doesn't get to be in the grade he wants to be in

People tell me I should move on
But if you've ever experianced love than you would know
you can't let it go

Angry, yet also happy