Fragility

It Jus Hit Me...
My Life,I Had To Reassess It.
Broke Most Of The Ties
Try My Hardest To Correct It...
These Niggas Don't Get It
When I'm At My Strongest,
They're What's Always Broke Me...
Funny How The Arms That Hold You
Become So Easily Choking
I Mean,Forreal
I Had To Feel It All Again
Destruction Internally,
Watch How I Keep It All In..
Watch How I Get Their Attention
See How I Love And Despise Them?
Girl With The Dragon Tattoo,
See How Well She Hides Them..
I Play Into Their False Concerns
I Add To Their Sexual Desires, Delusions
I Started Praying To Jesus
But My Story Still Has The Same Conclusions...
All That The World Is
Is Everything I Don't Need
Watch The Layout Of Peoples Lives
I Fit Nowhere,A Foreign Puzzle Piece ..
But Watch How Quickly I'm Dismissed
Labeled As Attention Craving,Dramatic
Watch They Brush Everything They've Done Off
As If They're Not The Reason I've Had It..
Enough Of It All, I Keep Going Even When I Can't
God Has A Purpose For Everything
Excuses,That's How I Know He's A Man..
I'm So Used To This Shit Tho
It's Insane,Unhealthy
Despise The People Who Come
And Swear They Really Want To Help Me..
Watch How I Tell Him My Fragility
Watch His Intentions Remain
Watch When He Sees That Picture,
That Boner Can't Be Contained..
Keep My Composure,Face Blank
In My Mind,I've Died 15 Times..
Haven't Been In Control Of Myself For 2 Years
But Watch This Nigga Swear "You Mines"..
Let's See How This Ends,
Most Likely,Not Well
I Wonder What Part Of My Broken Mind
Keeps These Niggas Compelled..
I've Been Trying Though
To Get Well,Be Stronger
I've Been Hoping One Day
I'll Have A Heart And Mind
Strengthened With A Backbone Of Armor
But For Now, I'll Depend On These Niggas
Protected Under Their False Sense Of Security
Reassessment,Reconfiguration Of My Life
New Eyes,Make It All Clear To Me