Sis

Sissy!
  Why did you have to go...
                  Why couldn't you have stayed...  I am needing you so. Wasn't ready yet to let you go..  You left us too soon.... My heart cries out yet silent that no one hears..... I know it's wrong of me... But I ask why my dear Lord,  Jesus why couldn't she have stayed awhile longer. We need her still.. Our hearts is heavy, can barely take this endless pain and sorrow we feel... We wasn't ready to say goodbye... So much still for us to share... No longer will I hear her comfort my mind when I am sad and blue...  Who is going to call and talk with me for hours... Listen  to my hopes, dreams and fears...How is Bubby going to go on and no longer get to fuss with You.. Just to show how much he worried , loved and cared...  How much we wish to wake up from this and find that your still here.. Not really gone... And not feel so alone... Sissy, sissy We miss you so ... Not wishing to go on without you. But knowing one day we will see  Daddy , our Mommas, you and Brother Wayne  again in our heavenly home soon... Rebecca  and I only have each other as sisters now.... Frank and Jackie... Sis, You was to stay awhile longer to watch them  grow within their loving families...  I know we have to let you go..  Yet I cry  longing to hear you one last time.....  We love you Sis and always will... You'll be in our hearts ... Looking down from heaven...We will know you are there.. Now walk along with our parents that has welcomed you home... Hug bubby Wayne for me and tell him we love and miss Him too... Promise Sis... We will watch over your girls and make sure that they know they are loved... Now you get to see from heavens own door... Your grand babies grow and explore... It hurts our hearts to say goodbye... But its not forever, us knowing that you no longer suffer... That you can breathe, gives us a bit of peace... We love and miss you so much... It's time now for us to hold one another, weeping saying our goodbyes.. Oh how my heart is weak, I want to leave my own mind... Lord, Jesus... Take her into your arms and hold her tight... Sis now you are home... I will see you soon.. Love You always! You are already missed. Yet in our hearts you will always be felt.. Sis!

I wrote this not to please others here... But to comfort my own tears... My sister I lost on the 12th of June... And less than a month before I lost my Uncle that helped raise me... So please excuse the ink isn't well written but has great meaning.