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Addiction.
I'm getting bad again,
Everyday i wake up feeling the same thing..
lugubrious.
Thoughts of suicide,
On my mind 24/7
it's like..i'm high!
Every moment i think of ways to harm myself,
To inflict pain upon the skin,
And i hate it so much.. i love it.
I can't quit!
It's like a drug,
I can't get enough..and i know i'm not gonna' make it.
I can feel it in my bones.
The adrenaline
To feel pain!
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
Until i die.
Everyday i wake up feeling the same thing..
lugubrious.
Thoughts of suicide,
On my mind 24/7
it's like..i'm high!
Every moment i think of ways to harm myself,
To inflict pain upon the skin,
And i hate it so much.. i love it.
I can't quit!
It's like a drug,
I can't get enough..and i know i'm not gonna' make it.
I can feel it in my bones.
The adrenaline
To feel pain!
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
Until i die.
Published 24th Jun 2015
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24th Jun 2015 2:35am
baby if this is true, youve gotta quit. Instead of hurting yourself, write about it. Every gorey detail, every little thought. It will help. Trust me. It helped me for a very long time. I recently tried to commit suiced and going through that pain is no good. I will say this is a good write. Haunting
24th Jun 2015 2:38am
