i got nothing to lose.

its something i cant explain,
its all just pain.
to me its just a game.
one that i cant play,
cause i know ill lose
and it all ends up with boose.
then it hit me,
i need to be set free!
it would be nice,
but its just not my slice.
maybe next time,
ill know when i hear the next chime.
i don't know,
have someone else explain this,
to you.