Shouldve listened

I should've listened, when you said running back to the same girl was only gonna fuck me up even more...
And it did.

By running back to her I thought It was gonna change,
When instead she only put me through pain, the same pain as before
But this time it hurt a little more.
I spent the mornings hiding under cover because I just fucking love her, and it hurts.
Not being able to smile and not being able to laugh because then il be lying to myself.
Telling myself im okay when really I aint, because I ran back to the same girl hoping it'll change.

I should've listened to what I was told.
Now life to me isn't really a whole because im missing my heart.
Thinking shit was gonna be a fresh start but no, just fucking no.
I fell in love with a girl who was really just a hoe.
Home is where the heart is? nah I don't live by that cos that aint true.
Home is where you make it and she made her bed now she has to lie in it.

I use to love her, fuck it I still do.
But the love is only one sided, tears im hiding behind my pride wont ever show.
They only show when the war starts and the fights end.

So Tasha this is for you, I love you but its time I say goodbye cos I was never what you wanted.
Next time, just don't lie.