Seedy Side Of Life

 Its almost eleven pm, I just got off work about twenty minutes ago. A girl I know is coming from Nebraska to see me tonight, if she'll make it remains to be seen. This is the third time she's said the same thing in the last month. Not that I really care, its just another fish on the line. But if she don't show there's always this chick I know who's ol mans sitting in county. She's a nympho, all I gotta do is show up and climb in bed. Especially if I've got some dope, and I just got the call that its on its way.

This is my life these days, I get high, go to work, and fuck puddle sluts and hood rats. Its a monotonous existence to say the least. But there's on that I haven't slept with. She's my homeboys ex and she's pregnant with what might be his kid. That's why I haven't made a move. He's on his way to prison for a 120 quick dip, his last stop before a seven year prison sentence.

Before I can do any thing I need to ask his approval, his friendship is worth more than a piece of ass. I am beginning to get feelings for her, despite the fact that she annoys the fuck out of me, and I'm not really looking to get tied down. I wanna run free a little longer before I settle down.

I need to settle down though. Its getting hot around here again, people are getting pinched and making deals to get off the hook. The cops snitches are making the rounds, and the real bitch is they're mainly people you know and trust, sometimes even people that you love, that you count amongst your family. You can't ever really trust anyone completely unless you've got something concrete on them as well.  Its a roll of the dice, a suckers bet nearly all lose.