WELCOME TO NOWHERE  (& figuring out just where that is...)

Such a chaotic mess I've left of this clutter flooding my mind.
Confusion becomes a constant I've come to expect,
a naturally unnerving
lesson,
cause and effect...
the type of pain you're too oblivious,
too
inconsistant to understand.
I guess...
I'm only now learning the
differences between patience,
trust...
and giving up...
but our last chance at surviving this life,
(with hearts and wrists intact, that is)
is to stop caring and just not give a fuck.  

Now, if only it were so easy.