The end or the beginning?

When you die there is no light
Darkness is the only thing in sight
There is no god, No pearly gates
Only darkness Radiates
There is no sight
There is no dread
Only the peace of being dead
You cannot see
You cannot hear
Yet you know there is nothing to fear
Your eyes, your ears, your body rest
Now your soul is all that is left
The darkness is a welcome home
Not another second will you be alone
Then unfortunately came the fall
This may be different for us all
For me first i heard a terrible thump
Than i started to feel like i was burning up
Still the thump and now its repeating
Next it was the blinding light
I open my eyes and now i can see
So maybe now i am free
To live in peace eternally...
Damn it all it cannot be
I'm right fucking back being me.